Hi all, please look at this.

"When I am angry I want to throw things ALL the time, but I never do,
I don't want to destroy things."
"I want to attack"

"I want to hurl myself against the wall"
"I hit myself quite hard" (when angry or embarressed with self.)

Feels as if being attacked by people
Feels guilty all the time

Anything, except Staph, that comes to mind?

The solanaceae (Bell, Stram, Hyos) come to mind, as do Tarentula and Androctonus. Not sure what is meant by "attacked by people" here - is it physical or mental attack. What do you think is the delusion? eg criticised, persecuted, pursued, insulted?

Hi
Feels attacked mentally.
Feels has done something wrong and when people speak to her feels as if they verbally attack her.
Criticised is the right word .

MIND; DELUSIONS, imaginations; wrong; suffered, has: bac., chin., Hyos., lach., lyss., naja

MIND; INJURE; herself, himself, feels could: agar., germ., lyss., sep.

Lyssinum is a good bet.

What does she feel guilty about?

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Feels guilty about personal relationships " it's my fault" perhaps reproaches
herself is a better description.
Very changeable disposition happy / sad.
Bashful and mild , will never show her anger.
Says she gets spasms , when under stress or thinking about embarrassments, her hand starts jerking, sometimes whole body.
This does not happen very often.
(she thinks its tourettes)

Mind; STRIKING; desire to strike (18)
Mind; DELUSIONS, imaginations; criticized, that she is (15)
Mind; STRIKING; general; himself (13)
Mind; REPROACHES; himself (45)
Mind; DELUSIONS, imaginations; offended people, that he has (4)
Extremities; JERKING; upper limbs; hands (25)

HYOS wins hands down here. It's a remedy we maybe don't use often enough as the literature cases are often so extreme. 'Course it may not fit your woman, Gien.

Check out Prof Kents work on Aurum Met -- " Self condemnation , continual sef reproach , self criticism" etc. There is a tendency to the secretive.

Some good suggestions above. HEre is what I think.

MIND; EMBARRASSMENT
MIND; DELUSIONS, imaginations; wrong; he has done
EXTREMITIES; JERKING; Upper Limbs
MIND; REPROACHES; himself

the remedies are:
Ignatia 4/6, Hyos 4/6, Sulph 4/6, MErc 4/5

IF embarassment with idealism is predominant - the Ignatia
If feeling attacked and feeling she has done wrong is more predominant - then Hyos
IF she is egoistic, then Sulph
If suppressed violence with other characteristic physicals then Merc.

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Thanks all
Feeling of done wrong as well as idealism is predominant.
I was looking for confirmation on Hyos.
She feels to me like a "surpressed" hyos the opposite of the usual image
we have of Hyos.

Regarding the "tourettes" she says she also makes unvolentary sounds, just
cute sounds, no swearing.