Hmmmm, this despair of recovery does rather support AcNit.
Carole, YOU CAN BE HELPED BY HOMOEOPATHY.

HOMOEOPATHY CAN HELP WHEN ALL OTHER TYPES OF CONVENTIONAL AND COMPLEMENTARY THERAPIES ARE USELESS.

Your symptoms are not such that they cannot be helped.

Do you have a history of grief - either harboured from a long time ago or ongoing?

Do you harbour grudges?

Any aggravation or amelioration of symptoms at the seaside?

Any food cravings or strong aversions, regardless of what you are supposed to eat?

Any white spots in your fingernails?

Any warts or history of warts?

Do you have hatred for anyone? Now or in the past?

These questions might seem strange and unrelated, but they all make sense if you understand homoeopathy - it treats the mind and body together as one interacting whole.

I agree with what Anna says about steroids and homeopathy and also agree that you would be best served by finding a local classical homeopath who can monitor you frequently.

Oh Anna, that is me!

Yes, I am grieving but not for a person or pet but for a much loved home where I wanted to live forever and had to leave. I grieve for it daily. I long for it. I am very unhappy where I am now.

I harbour grudges big time! I never forgive or forget!

The seaside question is interesting as I live at the seaside and the home I lost was right on the beach and I adore the seaside!! I am fasinated and drawn to the sea and it is the only thing that calms me.

Foof cravings? Yes, everything!! Always hungary which is why these ulcers are such hell as I can't eat!! I graze all day as my stomach can't take a full meal. I had a bowl of soup with rice last night and my stomach distented alarmingly and I always look pregnant as my stomach is alwasy huge but last night it was enormlous.

No white spots on fingernails but my nails are very weak and if they do grow they bend!

No warts.

Oh yes, I have great hatred for everyone who has hurt me, especially my father, and several other people. great hatred.

I sound awlful! LOL

Thnaks, Carole

Did I say I look like I have Mumps? From infront of my ears to right under my chin.

Carole

If anything feel better, of your problems, byt driving a car it is definityly acidum nitricum, but here seem to be a layer of natrium mur to, under of it, maybe., you gave a other key to it, and i may be cause of steroids, but as i see it, ac n seem to be the the upper remedie.
Any craving for garlic?
And if you is in a loo, and there is company , do you get yours done?

Carole, it is one of two remedies for you - the questions are to make sure which one it is you need.
About the "Mumps look" - is it a puffy water-filled swelling that yields to pressure or is it hard swelling of the glands?

GM's questions are important - in case the last is not clear - he asks, are you able to pee in a public loo if other people are about, or are you one of those people who needs complete privacy for a pee?

Regarding food, do you prefer savoury or sweet foods? And how about salt - do you like much of it on food?

Sorry to hear about your situation with your home. Homoeopaths don't make judgements so you have no need to fear that you sound "awful". Not at all. Your honesty in answering the questions is all that is asked and is appreciated.

Hi,

OK, I have never added salt to my food, but tend to go through food cravings when I eat a lot of salty food even though I hate it!! Once I start I seem unable to stop! But in general I hate salt. I don't have a sweet tooth at all. Much prefer savoury.

It's been so long since I was in a public loo that I am not sure about this one! I don't think it would bother me.

The glands are soft to touch and don't leave a indentation. On reflection they have been up for as long as I can remember! They are red and the red goes down under my chin.

I stopped all the various 'cures' I have been putting on the ulcers and they are easier - unless I talk, eat or drink! I was boiling hot all yesterday, then in the evening went the other way and was cold! My throat is very very sore - and I can't stop drinking.

Thank you.

Hi

Please say if your urine has any smell - and describe it.

Also, if you ride a car - do you feel better from it?

If you hear drops of water fall in the sink -what does it cause you, if at all?

Thirst unquenchable gives Nat Mur.

Please do answer though Carloe if you feel better in any way from a car ride or a train ride?

In the meantime, please order from Freemans Pharmacy in Glasgow a ready-made solution of

Natrum Muriaticum LM1 made up into solution.

For possible future use you might also like to order at the same time

Phosphorus 30 in case there is a block from use of steroids that needs to be cleared later on.

[tell Freemans you are a patient and it's a prescription for you, and they will know what to dispense for you ] The two remedies together will be less than a tenner.

I'm not sure if the question was car or train but the answer to both is the same! I feel terrible in a car or train! Terrible travel sickness.

Thank you for all your help. Thank you.