GM
I started a new thread on my case since the other was getting way too bulky..(like me)

I retook the Dulc 1M. I seemed to start getting a little better. Then Saturday, I was exposed to my boyfriend's cigarette smoke. My eyes itched after I got home, I sneezed the next day...Today I woke up with the one totally plugged nostril and burning pain again. The nostril has stayed plugged this time too. Becoming more congested. felt it a little in my ears too.Possible I am getting a cold??? or same of stuff...

I have made some progress it seems in some other areas like over all improvement in stress incotenance of maybe 60%. I still don't have to take the decongestants.

However, my mood is bleak. I've gained more weight. I have the cramp-like muscle tension over the entire right side. The sneezing and congestion..etc, just don't seem to stay away. My house is SO disorganized and messy (also at work)that even I can't tolerate it. Yet if I start to do much about it...I get irritated or tired and I go do something else...like play on the computer or sit outside. Usually summer is my best time...and I can't even begin to enjoy it.
help

Zmyst

[This message has been edited by Zmyst (edited 11 July 2000).]

Go up to 10 m one dose.

Hi

I am waiting for my Dulc 10M order....this order is taking a while to get here.

In meantime, I have a question....maybe I need reassurance or comfort but I really am hoping that the Dulc begins to hit my mentals and not just my physicals. Honestly, I'd go back to having unpleasant physical problems if I felt better about my life, myself, everything.
Quite frankly, I have had thoughts of dropping off the face of the earth...suicide. I know I'd never do it, but sometimes these thoughts cross my mind.
I am so very irritable, feeling hopeless. Giving up without wanting to. My son is miserable too...I am sure I don't help his situation. And I feel I am running out of time on that particular problem.
Money problems making me very anxious. Feeling very overwhelmed on all aspects. HOME(chaotic, messy and since I've never been a real neatnik...it's gotten so bad that even I can't stand it!) WORK(dislike it, resentful of it, but I am stuck there....trapped.), PERSONAL- not interested much in sex, not very social, irrititable...if I were my boyfriend I'd say forget it! I have not been spending time with other friends for a long time. And of course my SON: Unable to be consistant in discipline. I avoid conflict. Worried for his future. Feel sad that so few other kids like him.

Any hints here...hope?

Zmyst....

This is sepiasymptomes.And look under delusions incurable.

GM

Now when I did take 1M Sepia before, I did get an almost immediate brightening and increased energy for a couple days. Of course I antidoted it or it wasn't strong enough....????
The original prescriber(someone else) never told me to avoid vinegars, cokes, or chocolate. I am quite a big consumer of those....so maybe the Sepia never had a chance???? I have been quite pleased with some of the physical results of Dulc. but are you saying to try Sepia again...restricting acids, vinegars etc... of course??
I do have a single dose 10M of Sepia on hand. Should I take IT if I promise to follow the awful, bland Sepia diet restrictions?
I also have the 10M Dulc on its way. What do you want me to do? I may FEEL like giving up, but NOT ready to. Probably would never really give up. I haven't yet...just that sometimes I wish things would be easier....not such a struggle. Just miserable passing thoughts and frustrations and feelings of being overwhelmed.

Zmyst

[This message has been edited by Zmyst (edited 18 July 2000).]

[This message has been edited by Zmyst (edited 18 July 2000).]

Yes!

GM
There you go again...being on-line as the same time as me! Missed my edits...but nevermind...you already answered the question.
But another question:
Should I do any prep like avoid the acids, vinegars, chocholate..etc for a couple hours, day...BEFORE I take the Sepia???

Thanks

Zmyst

YES! ANd make it four days!

Alrighty....then....
I took the Sepia 10M 6 days ago. I feel kinda-sorta better, but not with the degree of energy and uplift I had hoped for.(seems I got more of an emotional and energy kick the last time I tried Sepia 1M) Still feeling overwhelmed. Not enough time to do everything. The 10M dose had been stored for about 2 months in a small paper envelope inside another sealed plastic envelope. Do you think the potency or viability of the remedy could have been affected?
Other: At a parade 2 days ago, felt like I was going to cry.Not sure why, since parades are not normally emotionally-filled events for me. Had a small herpes sore for about(only) two days (haven't had one of those since the Dulc.) My knees hurt. I have started excercizing (not with much enthusiasm however, but it is a start). My knees DID hurt before this, just above the kneecaps, but now the whole knee joint really hurts despite that I have been avoiding alot of weight bearing excercises (mostly using a reclined bike)
My right arm seems to be aching more. Difficult to write.
Incontinence seems better so far.

Zmyst

Parades always make me emotional. What's with that anyway?? Nothing like having some off-tune-out-of-step High School band evoke tears, huh.

I don't like much hearing people use that sui---e word. Hang in there twinkle toes...step outside of yourself and be reminded that we are not given more than we can handle. (I know....it's easier said than done.)

And about that house cleaning thing...give yourself permission to be messy, darn it. When you're at heaven's gates looking back on life's accomplishments..."keeps a neat house" won't on the requirements list.

And one more commiserating statement...I haven't eaten in 6 days due to surgery...and have only lost like 5 lbs in water weight. I guess I am just meant to have a voluptuous remaissance figure...