Well, may i then continue to give the aid im asked to do, as long as my help is wanted, and as long as the poster dont say he want no more of me or want others to help, or give their wues?
Thanks.

GM, Hi.

Your help is indeed NEEDED! Thanks.

21-09-2000

Hi, GM.

Here is my current update:

More than a week ago I took ARSENICUM ALBUM 200c. Soon that night I felt sleepy and fell asleep.

1. During the first day after the remedy – I didn’t feel anything.

2. The next day I ate a late supper and fell asleep too soon on a full stomach. During sleep I was feeling the burden of the food in my stomach which made me feel tired and exhausted during sleep. That night I had an erotic dream which caused me to have an emission, and because of this emission I woke up.

3. Unfortunately, the combination of the sleeping on a full stomach that exhausted me AND the emission that further consumed my strength or Life-force – caused me to feel very weak a sensation that I did not feel a very long time, even a year ( untill this night, emissions did not consume my energy so much, because in the past (during this illness) I took SELENIUM 30c which improved this problem greatly– as I wrote earlier).

When I woke up I felt a fearful emptiness deep in the epigastrium, I got out of bed to walk a little to try to ease this feeling and I felt more and more weaker as if I had no life in me anymore and I was sure I was really dying. It was not a delusion it was real. I decided to walk and stir my circulation, even though I was very weak and this helped, and I gained some of my strength back. I went to bed and did 2 hours breathing exercises that revived me.

4. The next days after the remedy till today (but less so today) I begun having low-back pains, worse sitting.

5. I now also have low back pain when there is pressure of flatus in my intestines. It immediately passes when the flatus gets out of the body.

6. After 2-3 days from taking the remedy I became very bitter [again] towards my parents [especially my mother] who always (as I feel it) controlled my life, never let me fight for myself (they did it for me), always did what they thought best for me etc… Now when I [have to] live with them I see clearly which parents they were. Everything they do made me reproach them with anger, that also reflected the anger of the (controlled, Suppressed) child in me.

I also felt and expressed great resentment and embitterment and DISAPPOINTMENT towards my sister whom I helped ALL her life (she is a few years younger than me) and she, a very intelligent person, who could help me a lot during my very difficult days – did not really help me, if she did anything she showed me how she resented doing it! I saw all the three years of my illness how UNGRATEFUL and SELFISH she really was! She always knew how to take anything she wanted from me, but when the real test came the showed her true ugly self.(She said:”that is me, you should have known me!”). Yesterday I told her how much I was DISAPPOINTED of her. I BECAME SAD AND HAD TEARS IN MY EYES AND CRIED SILENTLY IN MY ROOM (I DIDN’T LET THEM SEE ME CRYING). This reminded me of NAT-MUR. This was then and now it is very much LESS. However, these feelings towards my sister are for at least 2 years, as day by day I saw her true nature.

Yesterday evening I decided to forget the past and to refrain myself from anger and bad feelings, because it is no good at all.

7. During the last 5 days I have a very strong and persistent symptom: during sleep one of my hands (80% of the time it is the LEFT) hand, all the hand from the shoulder down – “goes to sleep” and becomes numb and paralyzed. This wakes me up and it takes me several minutes to make her well again, I do it by RUBBING it and WARMING it by a hair-dryer.
Curiously enough, I HAD this symptom in the past frequently (especially if I drank any fluid close to the time of going to sleep at night), but I don’t remember experiencing it more than 2 or 3 times during the WHOLE last year. However, looking in the repertory shows that this is an ARSENICUM ALBUM symptom…So, is it a proving of Asrenicum or is it an old symptom returning?

Thank you very much for your kind attention and advice.

Samuel

PS: During the course of the 3 years of my illness I had in me the following symptoms, BUT my illness was not caused directly by the arguments with my sister:
MIND - AILMENTS FROM - anger - indignation; with
MIND - AILMENTS FROM - disappointment
MIND - AILMENTS FROM - discords between - chief and subordinates (my sister worked with me, I was somehow the “boss”, and we had many arguments that made me angry at her every day, as she refused consistently (during the 2 years BEFORE I became ill) to learn anything and worked without knowing how to work, and I had to check most of her work and correct all her many mistakes. These arguments and anger made me weaker and than made me (as I see it) prone to the illness from the too much food I ate that evening 3 years ago (described in my initial posts).
MIND - AILMENTS FROM - disappointment – old (now it is old)
MIND - DWELLS - disappointments, on
(all these concern my sister).

Rhus tox CM, one dose, once only, and, avoid coffe, and all that contain coffe.min 14 days. pref stop coffe for god i you use it.

Hi GM and thanks for your reply.

1. I would like to remind you that I already TOOK 2 doses of RHUS TOX on 22.3.2000 (that you gave me) and on the 22.4.2000 (after not having connection to the internet then) - as I described in page number 1 of my thread. IT did not have a significant results. Do you still prescribe it to me?

2. IN case that you still advise me to take it - the higheest potency that I can get from reliable source is 1M. Is it o.k. to take it instead of CM?

Thanks.

Hi Samuel,
You can get it from Freeman's...they are very reliable and will airmail it out immediately...take just a few days.

orders@freechem.co.uk

Just say what you want (e.g., Rhus Tox CM granules - or pillules, 7g vial - or ask if they have a smaller vial) with payment details and the address to ship to.

They have been incredibly helpful - and constistently so, since I began using them months ago.

Also, if you're worried about what's on the custom form...the merely put 'homeopathic remedy' on the form..not the name of the rem..and I live in the Middle East in a country that is WORRIED to death about drugs, etc...and have never had a problem receiving my rem's, luckily! (I've ordered HEAPS....so this wasn't a one-off stroke of luck either ).

Hope this helps .
Lisa

Use one m, and, if used before, its of no matter, cause you now show the symptomes of it, and last time we tried it, the r could be that you antidoted it, or that there was a layer inbetween, blocking it from acting, so use it now.

To GM: Thank you I will take it.

To: Lisa007: thank you.

have you been using penicillin or other antibiotics,in younger years? Have you ever used it homeopatically?i read up a bit on it, and it could fit, read it up.

GM, YES. I used In younger years the following ANTIBIOTICS:

1. Erythromycin. From childhood to age 20.

2. Chlormaphenicol (I hope it is the right spelling). Especially in mychildhood and early youth.

3. PENICILLIN. A lot as a preventative to tonsilitis from age 12 and especially during one full year (1981). This caused me to be sensitive to cold and damp (and caused change in my face and in my look). It changed my health for the worst.I think i became sensitive to penicilin ...

I did not yet take these in potency, but already bought Penicillinum in potency some years ago.

Thanks.