Dear GM
I have posted several e-mails about my 3 and half years length use of phos.You recommended first coffea and then ant.c.
I took ant.c in the third of july.
I just want to report my actual conditions:
I have my haedache, neck pain,and vertigo (while lying down) on and off and my tongue is covered by a thick white coat.
The last two night, I had my last two fingers numb and I awoke at around 3'0clock and tossed and turned until dawn ( I had the same sympthomes when I went to a homoepath for the first time and they disappeared after taking phos.
Regarding my emotional condition, I got very tense and agressive after having ant.c.
and it took 2 days but now I am calm and a little disappointed (without any reason).
Another thing that I'like to tell you is about my joints (left knee and right shoulder ) They lack a certain flexibilty and it happened during a gradual process .I can not move back my right hand as far as I can do my left hand and can not bend my right knee like my left knee. I did not report these problems . because I thought they are mechanical problems and have to do with chiropratics and physiotherapy.But now I think it might be worthknowing.
I appreciate your reponse very much
M.M

As long as its old symptomes reocurring, it shows that it works as it shall, just wait and monitor..these kne and jointtroubles is in ant cr domene.

Thank you again. I just remembered something else that might shed more lights on the roots of my current conditions. I remember about 10 years ago,I had once this thick coated tongue for quite some time and suddenly the coat got into big pieces and disappeared in two or three days after that I went through a sequential diseases:
1- a very hard case of mononucleosis
2-Followed by a condition diagnosed by some "chronic fatigue syndrome"
3- depression, I took prozac. It did not helped
4-having two fingers of both hands numbs while sleeping (CCS?) But the nerve was not damaged
5-ulcers and white painful spots in my mouth
6-ache in every joints of my body
7-very sever fear of dying
At this time I got help from a hoeopath and took phos.
while having phos.the above-mentionned sympthome disappeared. But the new sympthoms appears:
1- My periods got heavy and long from every 30 days into 24 days
2- I developed endometroiis and lost one of my ovary
3-my left knee and right shoulder gradually lost its flexibility in some degree
4- coating covered tongue appeared again.
5- Now I have a ahrrythmic and rapid heart beat normaly about 95-105 in a minute
(I am not sure about the cause of it,though Genetic ??)
the big help of phos. has been disappearance of fear of dying by developing a sence of intuition and recognition of an spritual self that can not be harmed by any desease and will survive after death.I do not want to lose that.
I am very sorry if I repeat myself again and again. I just would rather to repeat than risk to fail telling a hidden point and jeoprodize the diagnosis or healing process.

Thank you very very much
M.M

This point to carcinocinum as the next remedy. use one m, one dose.

What happened? Why? I thought you were quite sure about ant.c. and i was settling down with ant.c. gradually, good sleep ,good mood and in peace with others.Now I am little scared. I could not found anything about Carcinium in the internet. Is this the same as Carnitinum Murioticum.What is this?What led you to this remedy? Mono?or cfs? and would you attach a reference about it ,I can not found anything about it or CFS?Please bear with me and answer these question.I appreciate all the help.

M.M

Hi M.M. I took carcinocinum at Geir's direction a couple of months ago and it was one of the best prescriptions I have ever had.

Thank you dessie . I think last night when I was writing that message , I had one of my episode of fear of dying . It is like panic attack. But it was very short and slight mybe a reoccuring of past time. This morning Iam not frighten of anything .Your short e-mail was very helpful though and shows how thoughtful you are.


GM Please disregard the previous message of mine and tell when I should start taking this new remedy and what kind of food should I avoid. Thank you again for your patiance and understanding

In a moths time, not before, since ant cr seem to work.

Got you andI'll be posting everything happens during the month.
Thanks.M.M

You're welcome M.M. and best of luck to you!