Hi Elena,
Thanks so much for your reply on this and other forum. I really appreciate your obvious sincerity and desire to help. When you say the remedy could wake something 'dormant'. Could it wake cancer in a person?? If so I'd rather it stay dormant!
Remedies I've had........My old homeo used to prescribe me Sepia and Ignatia in farely high potencies for migraines and stress and guilt and grief. She, unfortunetly, moved away. My new homeo who is extremely experienced for some strange reason thinks that I am Pulsatilla. I say strange because I wouldn't say I am the timid, etc etc like puls. I can have quite a violent temper at times, little things bug me. Everything has to be a certain way and normally "only I can do it properly" (so I wrongly think most of the time). I think she may think I am Puls because I do have a timidity in front of authority figures and those I need or respect deeply. In those case I find it difficult to defend myself. This is what prompted me to seek my friend's help instead.
Current homeo recently (2 1/2 weeks ago) gave me NAt Mur 200. I must say I did feel very good emotionally for a few days. It brought up and out alot of interesting old stuff regards old relationships, grief, etc. However, it also brought a return of EVERY old sypmtom that I have been plagued with for the last 2 years which is mainly tingling, buzzing, 1/2 numbness feeling (though not really) and decreased sensation that moves around my body (this had gone away very well after a dose of thuja 30 by my homeo). I was convinced I had a brain tumour or MS, but tests came back clear. This started when 3rd child was 2 months old. Anyway, unfortunetly my mentals are going back towards negative and the physical is not resolving yet either. But it seems that it was the right direction of cure right?? So I don't understand why not just to move up a potency with the Nat Mur. But my friend says that in my case Ars, NAt Mur, and a couple others are all strongly indicated which is typical of a Carc patient.
I'm really hesitant to take the carc though when I read about it I actually feel it may be very beneficial to my oldest daughter who is a "quiet sufferer".......Any light you can shed on this would be gratefully received Thanks again,

Kind regards,
Magpie