ren,

all i can say is that a proper case taking is important.

as your case is a chronic case - all your past physical and mental symptoms + the miasmatic background that you have genetically inherited from your parents + diseases / vaccinations / medicines you had since childhood ..........all this + your presnt complaints should be considered for the similimum. a detailed case taking.

again 30C may be too low. however, if the remedy is correct and the patient sensitive, he does report improvement, even if that lasts for a few days, even with a 30C.

you sound independent and bold enough to be sick but venture to read mm and write to this forum. you are intelligent as well. again, you are broken / despair / suffering.
this reminds me of the syphilitic miasm picture and particularly merc group of remedies and also syphilinum. your sleep picture and the rest looks like merc / syph.

take a look at these remedies or will you change the homeopath ?

i don't know. am i reading too much between the lines ? may be.

don't take any remedy yourself. could be risky. consult a good homeopath.

hope that helps.

dr manish agarwala