Dear Snoopy,

Thanks for your reply. I am in a state of indecision because my doctor has suggested that the air is removed from my lungs via a tube which will require a stay in hospital. As I am in considerable pain a quick resolution of this is desirable, although I do not relish the procedure and would rather let nature take its course. My indecision gives an indication of my current state of mind. I am unable to made decisions and feel quite anxious. I would rather not think and talk about how I feel. I would like to be invisible and can't stand a fuss.

I am not suffering from a fever neither do I feel unwell. I am not thirsty for cold drinks but do desire hot tea. I am short of breath and have to carefully pace myself in everything I do. I feel better when sat or stood upright and lying is quite painful. At night I lie mainly on the injured side and I find that I hardly move, waking only when my heads feels stiff from being in the same position for a long time.

I hope this information helps.

Kind regards

Jenny