Well, all the symptoms are important, even though it is only the ones in the brain (understandably!) which scare you. Your vital force is absolutely trying to protect you--you and Hahnemann are correct about that! I'm convinced that the right remedy would help your vital force to work much more efficiently, too. It just needs to be found.

I think you need someone who is really very skilled to take a look at your case anew, as the picture HAS changed during your treatment. Sheilagh Creasey could probably help you immensely--if you are close enough to see her. I hear she is quite reasonable in her rates, as well. With all due respects to Anna, who has kindly offered to see you in her practice, I think the absolute best bet for you would be to have someone completely unbiased about your case (and any participant on this BB would have some previous knowledge and bias which may be an obstacle) provide a consultation for you, and continue to give your case the ongoing attention it will need to finally bring about a cure.

I know I for one would love to see a post from you where you describe your sensitivities lessening (meaning you're getting stronger!). Please don't be angry when I say that the anxiety you are feeling is evident in your writing, and it must be getting worse as the sensitivities increase. I would love to see this reversed--so I hope you can give Sheilagh (or someone like her) a call, see her in person, and let us know how it goes.

All the best, Pat,
Divina

[ 23 March 2002, 15:32: Message edited by: Divina ]

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