I wanted to mention that today, since a few hours after i woke up, all of the mental/emotional symptoms are back. This is my weekend, the only day i have nothing scheduled, and usually the day i feel at my worst because i feel as though i SHOULD be taking care of things , but am resentfull that on the day i could be resting i have so much to do. Also very resentfull of anyone who asks me to "schedule " anything w/ them (even if it is lunch or something pleasant)

INDECISIVENESS, feel as if i will never make any progress in all of the tasks before me- therefore am unable to even function.
tHE self pitying and suicidal feelings are back, though i would never consciously act on them, i do find myself wishing for an accident so that i could get a break.

The leg still aches and i feel that i'm spiralling back into the black hole of depression, feel as though i am an awfull mother.

I am tempted to take ignatias again, because that seemed to help so much before, but am reluctant and indecisive as to whether i should do so .