Thanks for the encouragements, but i must decide, if it continues, as i am far to mutch sensitive, it nauseates me to se all the evil in humanity, and it makes me depressed to a point where i would seem to give it up, all, as there are days that i see no use in what i do, it becomes nothing, the help i try to give, and im sutch a person, that, if that, is lacking, or useless, life seems not worth living, "gather thyself ritches, not on the earth, but in heaven",( some a..h.... will translate this into that i want a statue a erected after my death) the little i do, gives me a good feeling for some houers, and is the only joy i got, that is worth seeking, "woe, upon thee, who taket away a poor mans only joy,for the sake of thine hard heart, thou and thy house art banned forever ".

Sometimes, i take tooo mutch pride in it, but i try to be aware of that, and i assure you, that is not easy.
Lets see what yk2 brings, if the evil ones is compliant, as it is now, the days are hard, evil is worked up into a frenzy, everyone will feel the wrath of evil, untill it passes.Its hard keep up the torch in the storm, you never now, untill the storm is passed over...........if your light shines, even if just a little glow.....or there will be utterly darkness.( a tale worthy of Veratrum, Aurum, Lachesis,lycopodium).

We are all"dust in the wind".