Hello All:
I am new to this and I am hoping that someone could help me with losing weight. There is nothing that I have not tried...other than lyposuction or wiring my mouth. I have gone to weight watchers, nutrisystem, slim-fast and everything in between. I am about 150lbs. overweight.

I have terrible feelings of guilt of the things I have done in the past; I have bad feelings of my family (rejection) and also guilt feelings of not being a better parent to my own two children. It always hurts to know my own family have family reunions and never include me. I always try to laugh it off and say that I guess I should be lucky to be the black sheep in the family, but I wonder sometimes if this is not one of the reasons that I eat too much. I have done many terrible things in my life, but I know in my heart that God has forgiven me .... it is just so hard to forgive myself.

If anyone on this board could point me in the right direction, I would appreciate it.

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