Divina well done! I could not agree more. Yola you will never change him if he is unwilling. You can change yourself.
Homeopathy is about freedom and balance. One becomes sick when they are stuck in certain points in the physical, emotional or spiritual areas.
Yola get thee to a homeopath. You sound trapped and your health is showing it. People who have undergone homeopathic treatment have moved ahead in all areas; they physicaly feel better, they blossom in careers or find new ones, they create better relationships etc.

Best of luck to you!

By the way are the Bucs favored on Sunday?